.........................all of a sudden, i don't care about blogging anymore.  as you can tell, most of my blogs have turned into what i did that week or pictures.  i don't care to post my feelings as much.  don't know why!?  and NOW, a lot of my friends have left xanga.  allowing them to read up on my life and visa versa was HALF the reason for this!!!!!!  perhaps it was very therapeutic and perfect for that season of my life.  maybe i'm entering a new era...........

i'm not saying i'm leaving forever.  gosh, i've put a LOT into this site.  but, my updates will be fewer and further apart, that i can tell you.

if you know me, you know how to find me.

call me.  i'll tell you what's going on.  :)

and who knows.........i may come back.  keep checking....

-be love.

it's been an interested day so far.............

last night, i went with a ton of friends to see that swing band again!  so much fun.  they are more jazz/funk/blues than just swing, but you know what i mean.  needless to say, i had no car because it was getting looked at.  so, i asked my brother to take me to work this morning.  i must have asked him 4 times last night.  i kept telling him, 'pick me up at 8:45, ok?'  well, 8:45 this morning, no jimmy.  i called his cell.  it was OFF.  i called the house.  no answer.  i called and called and called.  i even called my brother matthew.  no answer.  kill kill kill kill!  meanwhile, the mechanic calls and tells me the bad news-----brakes.  damage?  $360.  not bad but not good when you don't have extra cash.  i told him to do it.  that's important.  ya need brakes.  i sat back and thought.  i was contemplating putting it on my credit card but really unhappy with that since i just paid the whole thing off.  so, i decide to check my  bank account to see how much i had currently.  i stare at the computer thinking, HOW do i have that much money????????  lo and behold.........................i see it: 

government relief............deposited into my account!!!!!!!!!  when?  yesterday!!!!!!!!!  needless to say, God is good and the timing is amazing. 

after jim finally picks me up (yes.......i was late.........), he calls me breathing really heavy and screaming that he was in a near accident where a guy ran a stop sign.  he kept saying, 'chrissy.......he shoulda hit me!  there's no reason he didn't.  he ran right thru the stop sign and i could see his bumper inches from my face!'  God's protection again.  WOW.

sooooooooooo now i'm at work.......decompressing and beginning my day.  tonite................oh tonite.  it's gunna be a fun nite!  we're all going to the delancy in nyc  www.thedelancey.com

9 pm: silent giant

www.myspace.com/thebandsilentgiant

10 pm march of the saints

www.myspace.com/marchofthesaints

the really cool part about tonite is that these two bands are friends.  they are incestuous, actually.  they've all played together in some way or another.  and tonite, they bring their new and improved music to us.......together.  it should be a rip and a 1/2.  i'm excited for march of the saints, too..........it's their first show in manhattan.  and the delancey is a fun place.........right under the williamsburg bridge!  so, if you're in the area..........hop on over to 168 delancey and come hear some good music and meet some good friends.